So I used to use Jolen's Creme Bleach to make my hair on my upper lip blonde and unnoticeable because the boys at my school make fun of it. I stopped using after because I lost hope, so I then started waxing. I pluck out any hairs that come back. I still see a sort of shadow because of the little hairs I can't pluck out. It hurts being made fun of. And I wish I would just naturally have blonde peach fuzz. I really don't want to do laser hair removal because I heard it is VERY painful, so that is totally out of the question. I am a third Spanish, third Chinese, and third American. I heard that Spanish, Italian, etc. usually have black or dark peach fuzz. I then heard that Madonna is Italian and has naturally has black hair (she obviously then dyed it blonde). It said she used to bleach the hairs on her upper lip and eventually, the hairs didn't come back. I then read that the hairs didn't come back because the bleaching damages/destroys the hairs so then eventually the hairs won't come back. I was then thinking about going back to bleaching because of this. Is the bleaching going to make the hairs go away because it damages the hairs? Is this true? Please help, I struggle with this and since I started middle school, I get made fun of even worse. Please help! Thank You and God Bless You.